suffering...waiting for a long sleep n wont get up

suffering n dissapointing...every thing seems to change n so "Damn XX"...wish to hav a long long sleep n wont wake up.....may b i'm the person who was wrong ...if she want to let go then i let her go..i'm too tired for all this...may god bless me...i think emaotional will kkill me someday but not now..i juz need a long long rest....^^