反正我不是你的首选。。。

反正我不是你们的首选。。。。累了。。。好想好想退出着人生的舞台。。。反正没人会理。。。算了。。。如果我不见了。。。别惊讶。。反正没人理。。。早走也是走。。晚走也是走。。。算了。。。。

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想要回头再次去寻找好久不见的放肆大笑勇往直前没有烦恼自有一套生活解药梦想为何总是要迟到机会命运永远没得挑这个世界拥挤吵闹欲望街道难以预料现实里有好多失意的味道摊开的双手能用力吗我想知道抬起头永远有彩虹突然有个念头和你一起走不害怕结果抬起头有你的笑容已经足够追求最辽阔的天空-抬起头梦想为何总是要迟到机会命运永远没得挑这个世界拥挤吵闹欲望街道难以预料现实里有好多失意的味道摊开的双手能用力吗我想知道抬起头永远有彩虹突然有个念头和你一起走不害怕结果抬起头有你的笑容已经足够追求最辽阔的天空-抬起头抬起头永远有彩虹突然有个念头和你一起走不害怕结果抬起头有你的笑容已经足够追求最辽阔的天空...^^

what SIr had say....OMG!!

23.4.08
Mr.Tan said:" Never-never trust people easily.I think that i need to tell u all about this mnews which i recieve from the internet....A lady which juz come out from the shopping more in PJ saw her tyre "kemek" and suddenly a gentlement come forward n help her to change the tyre.The lady was touched by that man and he ask her wether she can sent him t another path where he park his car and naturally,the lady sent him.Before that ,he put his suitcase at the boot of the car.the talligent lady knew something was wrong...thus she give the man accuse that she suddenly remembered that she had fogot to buy something and called the man wait for her in car.She went into the mall again and told a guard the situation.So,two security guard folllowed her out and when they reach the scene,the man had gone....they opened his suitcase n saw 2 bunch of black tape inside...WHAT will HAPPEN if she is NOT ALERT?!!....and the lesson in this news is Never never trust people Easily.
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22.4.08
Mr.Chia:
"can study more la.."
this is about the poliomyelitis: 1st day -cannot talk
2nd day-paralysis
3rd day-Bye Bye(see him in heaven)
"mentrual cycle how to demo?"
"very easy already arr,ok?"sir smile very wickedly that time.

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thats all for today...cya.

Nursing.....Argg.....

today go to the dewan jugra n listen to the segi colledge's nursing information...wow...it will took 6 years for it.!!i still feel anxious....should i really b the way my mum wan me to b or to b what i really want? n what is the thing i really want? dizzy...

now dont know why easily get head painn....argg....

n usually eat panadol...for saying the truth..i saw the world is grey....

erica can really sing well lol....^^ feel happy n proud.i also feel abit sorry for hong shu bcoz tat day forgot to write about him lol....he was the one whom say wanna take those seh seh photo...no him no photo....ceramic,glass....walao....somemore polymer then haber process,ostwald process,e.m.f and internal resistance,power ...alll make me dizzy....“神哪，救救我吧！”n som

emore form4 de bio and chemi.....faint....screw them!i began to think is xxxx hope to ganti me?if yes,then she sure will be suffering for she is not me ...as least i'm not sly n brutal...haha...

thats all for today...

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see another true face...

again..i saw a person true face....head paining....hard to do the jadual bertugas....haiz...sapu lantai very tired meh?!!why some people dont want to play their role properly ?kept changing the jadual is not a way...must find a solution...walao...hope to live in a peaceful manner also hard to acchieve....time pass so fast...juz finished 10 question of add math question took 30 minute.but lifes go on. i dont know which way to choose...but i selected "juz do it". i hope to live in the peaceful life juz like the pic...i wish with all my heart.

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suffering...waiting for a long sleep n wont get up

suffering n dissapointing...every thing seems to change n so "Damn XX"...wish to hav a long long sleep n wont wake up.....may b i'm the person who was wrong ...if she want to let go then i let her go..i'm too tired for all this...may god bless me...i think emaotional will kkill me someday but not now..i juz need a long long rest....^^

happy coz got best freinz,sad is also of best freind.

well,a long long story to tell....but dont know how to say...a person like me will fedup n giveup easily but,bocoz of freinz,i learn how to b strong.they always let me feel i'm not alone.^^ although they sometimes really seh,38 n zi lian but hey!that is wat i like! juz like Macdonalds "I'm Loving It!!"haha..today go macdonald ..damn HAPPY!!!we look so seh when taking the pic.hahah...lik pin is sure a good telling joker ..he bomb us untill no word can say n erica...hahah....she also accidently looked on ......hahah....sos o funny lol....St,today didnt say "kao shi mei kao zhe ge" n wei chin also let me laugh untill my mouth sour...sin yee also..she is like a happy apple,mei hsia also kena bomb...haha...she n one person wear black n looks like a couple indeed!wui bee,as usual kind heart n sometimes gong gong~~..today bolar tampar i really improve alot..but still, i dont know how to balas the ball..seems very hard n today kawat kaki..turn untill me dizzy but i think the coarch is good....he didnt scold me...haha..timid me..all i can say the most unlucky thing in this week is kena tangkap by CARROT(u know who) n send to the Sxxbra!!!oh my god!that is really unfair!!!now i know,in school there is no "fair" ..haiz....even one freinz of mine also marah me....juz like the karmugilan say "what to do?"haha..anyhow,i'm really enjoy today.i fell really happ n thats enough!
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